i cant say this to you in person so im going to wright it.
i have a problem with my life and i don’t no how to change it and i need help, i sit in my room day after day after day after day__because i’m to scared of the world____i was called a Fa_ot for the first time in my life and i felt like i wasn’t needed by anyone after that___i no people love me and care about me but i don’t no how to express myself and i’ll probably never learn__why, because i don’t wan’t to learn, i just wan’t to wake up in the morning and go through the day, the way i wan’t it to__BUT that will NEVER happen__i’ll never learn how to say “I LOVE YOU” back because no ones ever meant it, i wake up every morning saying to myself “i’ll never be loved because i’m different” because i’m not like the others because i’m not meant to LIVE in the world everyONE lives on because i’m not “HUMAN” enough for them. I don’t wan’t to have to change because i’m not good enough for others, so i’m not going to change i’m just going to leave_____________________
I’v thought about my life and how i can change it…..but i need to think of the things i don’t want to change i..um…. f__k.. i just need someone in my life that can tell me i’m everything they ever needed, that i change their life a little bit at a time, that hearing my voice is all they need to keep going on with “LIVING”, i want someone to say to me “if you died the next day it would be a world of blackness and hate without you”. i want to hear the words “I LOVE YOU” without the lie, without the hate without…..the “change”.
Sarah Steven Kate John Davies____________________________
and i am FtM (female to male) and i am not happy with my LIFE